Finding Dad, Paranoid Schizophrenia: An End to the Search

But no one knows where, and the systems meant to help him create barriers at every turn.

Driven by urgency and unwavering determination, she navigates a maze of medical, legal, and financial bureaucracy. But the reality she uncovers is more complicated—and more heartbreaking—than she ever imagined. Fleeting moments of recognition, whispered words, and small triumphs illuminate the enduring bonds of family amid the devastating effects of untreated mental illness.

Told from Amanda’s perspective, Finding Dad is a deeply personal true story that explores anosognosia, the impact of schizophrenia on family relationships, and the perseverance required when love alone is not enough. This standalone sequel is both an intimate memoir and a compelling case study of the challenges families face when insight into illness is impaired.

Includes discussion questions for readers, caregivers, and professionals. For the beginning of the family’s journey, read Losing Dad, Paranoid Schizophrenia: A Family’s Search for Hope, told from the perspectives of Amanda, her siblings, and their stepmother, with rare glimpses into her father’s delusions.